mn100:21.1 Then it occurred to me,
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mn100:21.2 ‘Why don’t I keep practicing the breathless absorption?’
mn100:21.3 So I cut off my breathing through my mouth and nose and ears.
mn100:21.4 But then severe winds carved up my belly,
mn100:21.5 like a deft butcher or their apprentice was slicing my belly open with a sharp meat cleaver.
mn100:21.7 My energy was roused up and unflagging, and my mindfulness was established and lucid, but my body was disturbed, not tranquil, because I’d pushed too hard with that painful striving.